Kai gimiau prie\u0161 daugiau negu trisde\u0161imt met\u0173, i\u0161 man\u0119s tebuvo 3,1 kg milt\u0173. T\u0117vai mane aukl\u0117jo, palaipsniui pildami vanden\u012f, mokykla – ugd\u0117, minkydama te\u0161l\u0105. Visi sutikti \u017emon\u0117s prid\u0117jo vis kitoki\u0173 prieskoni\u0173. Kol galiausiai, sulaukus dvide\u0161imties, gyvenimas patalpino mane \u012f kepimo form\u0105, \u012fd\u0117jo \u012f orkait\u0119, gerai pakaitino ir \u0161tai – i\u0161trauk\u0117 kepin\u012f. A\u0161 pati nesirinkau b\u016bti tuo, kad esu. Mano vaizdin\u012f ilgai formavo mano aplinka, kol galiausiai, pasak\u0117, jog esu keksas. Viskas. Privalau taip gyventi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Per tuos ilgus metus, kol gyvenau ,,kekso” gyvenim\u0105, a\u0161 atitolau nuo tikrosios sav\u0119s. Gyvenau gyvenim\u0105 taip, kaip mane mok\u0117 t\u0117vai, seneliai, draugai, mokytojai. Bet tam tikru gyvenimo etapu, prad\u0117jau jausti, jog nesu tokia, koki\u0105 mane mato kiti. Pasijutau dirbtinai suformuotas \u017emogus. Ir tada svarbiausias gyvenimo klausimas tapo: ,,Kas a\u0161 i\u0161 tikr\u0173j\u0173 esu?”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ir ta tu\u0161\u010dia erdv\u0117 tarp to, kas maniau esu ir to, o kas i\u0161 tikro esu ilgai nedav\u0117 ramyb\u0117s. Daug eksperiment\u0173 \u012fvyko: pradedant raudonais kaip liepsna plaukais, tatiuruote, i\u0161vykomis \u012f neatrastus mi\u0161kus, nes\u0117kmingais bandymais u\u017emegzti santykius, kalnais saviugdos knyg\u0173 ir baigiant manimi, ra\u0161an\u010dia \u0161\u012f tekst\u0105 ir vis dar klausian\u010di\u0105 ,,kaip rasti t\u0105 save, nuo kurios atitolau”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tos nuolatin\u0117s paie\u0161kos leid\u017eia pa\u017einti kitokias vertybes, kitok\u012f gyvenim\u0105. O vertingiausia yra tai, kad pradedi matyti k\u0105 valdo gamtos d\u0117sniai, o ne \u017emon\u0117s, kurie nuolatos klysta ir daro kas atrodo jiems gerai. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Klausimas ,,Kas a\u0161 esu?” – tai pati vertingiausia gyvenimo dovana, leid\u017eianti pamatyti didesn\u0119 savo prasm\u0119 negu tik ka\u017ekada suteikta i\u0161orin\u0117 forma. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Taigi, nors atrodau kitiems kaip ,,keksas”, kas esu i\u0161 ties\u0173 – \u017einau tik a\u0161. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Kai gimiau prie\u0161 daugiau negu trisde\u0161imt met\u0173, i\u0161 man\u0119s tebuvo 3,1 kg milt\u0173. T\u0117vai mane aukl\u0117jo, palaipsniui pildami vanden\u012f, mokykla – ugd\u0117, minkydama te\u0161l\u0105. Visi sutikti \u017emon\u0117s prid\u0117jo vis kitoki\u0173 prieskoni\u0173. Kol galiausiai, sulaukus dvide\u0161imties, gyvenimas patalpino mane \u012f kepimo form\u0105, \u012fd\u0117jo \u012f orkait\u0119, gerai pakaitino ir \u0161tai – i\u0161trauk\u0117 kepin\u012f. 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T\u0117vai mane aukl\u0117jo, palaipsniui pildami vanden\u012f, mokykla – ugd\u0117, minkydama te\u0161l\u0105. Visi sutikti \u017emon\u0117s prid\u0117jo vis kitoki\u0173 prieskoni\u0173. Kol galiausiai, sulaukus dvide\u0161imties, gyvenimas patalpino mane \u012f kepimo form\u0105, \u012fd\u0117jo \u012f orkait\u0119, gerai pakaitino ir \u0161tai – i\u0161trauk\u0117 kepin\u012f. 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