Jis buvo be galo pavydus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur\u012f laik\u0105 ji gyveno su jausmu, kad tai \u2014 jos atsakomyb\u0117. Ji veng\u0117 i\u0161eiti be jo, nedalyvavo darbo vakar\u0117liuose, nuleisdavo akis, kai kaimynas pasisveikindavo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u0161 prad\u017ei\u0173 ji teisino save: taip ir turi b\u016bti, ar ne? Kol galiausiai jis apkaltino j\u0105 romanu su siunt\u0173 pristatytoju \u2014 kiek keista, nes siuntas u\u017esakydavo jis pats.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 A\u0161 tave labai myliu, tod\u0117l saugoju, \u2013 kartojo jis. \u2013 Tu man brangiausia pasaulyje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Po velni\u0173! \u2014 pagalvojo ji. Tai visi\u0161kai nenormalu. Tai kal\u0117jimas vieno pasip\u016btusio, nesubrendusio egoisto. Ar tai meil\u0117? Ne \u2014 tai grobuoni\u0161kas nuosavyb\u0117s tro\u0161kimas. Ar a\u0161 jo nuosavyb\u0117? Esu lygiavert\u0117 santuokos partner\u0117 \u2014 nei ma\u017eiau, nei daugiau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ji negal\u0117jo patik\u0117ti, kad tas, kur\u012f laik\u0105 kamav\u0119s vidinis skausmas pavirto \u012f pra\u0161ym\u0105 likimui pad\u0117ti jai atrasti sav\u0105j\u0105 viet\u0105. Ji myl\u0117jo j\u012f, ta\u010diau suprato, kad tiek pat, o gal net ir labiau, myl\u0117jo ir save. Tod\u0117l prival\u0117jo ka\u017ek\u0105 keisti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vien\u0105 vakar\u0105, u\u017euot gr\u012f\u017eusi namo, ji su koleg\u0117mis u\u017esuko \u012f kavin\u0119. Gr\u012f\u017eusi ji n\u0117 neband\u0117 jaustis kalta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Kas \u010dia vyksta? \u2014 galvojo jis. Juk ji priklauso man, visi\u0161kai\u2026 a\u0161 jos \u0161eimininkas, ar ne? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ji mai\u0161tavo \u2014 ne prie\u0161 j\u012f, o prie\u0161 j\u0117g\u0105, kuri tro\u0161ko b\u016bti j\u0173 abiej\u0173 \u0161eimininke. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jis suprato, kad jam buvo patogu j\u0105 valdyti; patogu ir saugu. Bet t\u0105 vakar\u0105 jis pajuto kaip i\u0161 ties\u0173 jam tr\u016bksta ry\u0161io su ja, jos nuo\u0161irdaus atsako \u2014 bet \u0161is tro\u0161kimas buvo pasl\u0117ptas po pavydo skraiste. Jis nor\u0117jo b\u016bti kitoks; jis nor\u0117jo myl\u0117ti kaip tikras vyras. Jis ne\u017einojo kaip, bet pra\u0161\u0117 likimo jiems pad\u0117ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ir ji tro\u0161ko to paties. Atrasti pusiausvyr\u0105 tarp meil\u0117s sau ir meil\u0117s kitam. Meil\u0117s vyrui, kur\u012f taip kruop\u0161\u010diai i\u0161sirinko i\u0161 milijono kit\u0173. Vyrui, kuriam nuolaid\u017eiavo ir pamir\u0161o, jog santykiuose svarbiausia pad\u0117ti vienas kitam augti dvasi\u0161kai, o tai ne tas pats kas pildyti kiekvien\u0105 u\u017egaid\u0105, vengti nemaloni\u0173 situacij\u0173, sl\u0117pti prie\u0161prie\u0161as po kilimu. Svarbiausia, nesiskaityti su puikybe, o myl\u0117ti t\u0105 ma\u017e\u0105 sielos dalel\u0119, vadinama \u017emogumi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Po keli\u0173 dien\u0173 tyliosios pertraukos, jie abu \u017evelg\u0117 vienas \u012f kit\u0105 kitokiomis akimis. J\u0173 \u0161irdyje deg\u0117 viltis. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Jis buvo be galo pavydus. Kur\u012f laik\u0105 ji gyveno su jausmu, kad tai \u2014 jos atsakomyb\u0117. Ji veng\u0117 i\u0161eiti be jo, nedalyvavo darbo vakar\u0117liuose, nuleisdavo akis, kai kaimynas pasisveikindavo. I\u0161 prad\u017ei\u0173 ji teisino save: taip ir turi b\u016bti, ar ne? Kol galiausiai jis apkaltino j\u0105 romanu su siunt\u0173 pristatytoju \u2014 kiek keista, nes siuntas u\u017esakydavo […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":20275,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"set","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[44],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20272","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-vyrai-moterys-santuoka-straipsniai"],"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/ef0a7ce0-d4cc-437a-a2b2-abffa3be01a9.jpg",1366,683,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/ef0a7ce0-d4cc-437a-a2b2-abffa3be01a9-800x683.jpg",800,683,true],"medium":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/ef0a7ce0-d4cc-437a-a2b2-abffa3be01a9-800x400.jpg",800,400,true],"medium_large":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/ef0a7ce0-d4cc-437a-a2b2-abffa3be01a9-768x384.jpg",768,384,true],"large":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/ef0a7ce0-d4cc-437a-a2b2-abffa3be01a9-1024x512.jpg",1024,512,true],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/ef0a7ce0-d4cc-437a-a2b2-abffa3be01a9.jpg",1366,683,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/ef0a7ce0-d4cc-437a-a2b2-abffa3be01a9.jpg",1366,683,false]},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"iMami","author_link":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/author\/roberta-rumbutienegmail-com\/"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"Jis buvo be galo pavydus. 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