{"id":20326,"date":"2025-10-16T03:17:08","date_gmt":"2025-10-16T00:17:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/?p=20326"},"modified":"2026-03-12T23:27:33","modified_gmt":"2026-03-12T21:27:33","slug":"ji-nesuprato-juoku","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/ji-nesuprato-juoku\/","title":{"rendered":"JI NESUPRATO JUOK\u0172"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p><em>Kiek meil\u0117s manyje, tiek \u0161viesos matau kituose. Visa kita &#8211; mano pa\u010dios \u0161e\u0161\u0117liai.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"p1\">Ji nesuprato juok\u0173 &#8211; ypa\u010d t\u0173 pavir\u0161utini\u0161k\u0173, be turinio, tarsi blevyzgi\u0173, kuriomis \u017emon\u0117s dengia tyl\u0105. \u012e visk\u0105 \u017ei\u016br\u0117jo rimtai &#8211; gal net per rimtai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"p1\">T\u0105 vakar\u0105 jai buvo be galo sunku i\u0161likti savimi. Kai koleg\u0117s, po keli\u0173 tauri\u0173 vyno, atsipalaidavo, visi j\u0173 i\u0161tarti \u017eod\u017eiai jai skamb\u0117jo kaip tu\u0161tyb\u0117s auk\u0161tinimas. Juokai, dviprasmiai komentarai, pavir\u0161utini\u0161kos kalbos apie kitus &#8211; viskas j\u0105 vargino. Nuodai, pagalvojo ji. I\u0161 \u0161i\u0173 moter\u0173 sklinda tik apkalbos, \u017eeminimas ir savojo \u201eA\u0161\u201c demonstravimas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"p1\">Prie j\u0173 grupel\u0117s pri\u0117j\u0119s vyri\u0161kis pasi\u016bl\u0117 dar po taur\u0119 vyno. Butelyje \u0161m\u0117stel\u0117jo jos atvaizdas &#8211; moteris surauktais antakiais, pap\u016bstomis l\u016bpomis. O baisiausia, ji pajuto, kaip kar\u0161\u010diavosi jos vidinis kritikas: komentavo, tais\u0117, reikalavo, kad visi \u017ei\u016br\u0117t\u0173 \u012f pasaul\u012f jos akimis. Sekund\u0117lei jai pasidar\u0117 g\u0117da. Ji pasijuto blogai, ta\u010diau negal\u0117jo nei i\u0161eiti i\u0161 vakar\u0117lio, nei jame likti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"p1\">Sal\u0117s gale ji pasteb\u0117jo tu\u0161\u010di\u0105 stalel\u012f ir ten atsis\u0117do. U\u017emerk\u0117 akis, band\u0117 i\u0161girsti fone grojan\u010di\u0105 muzik\u0105. Kiekvienas d\u017eiazo taktas, tarsi v\u0117jo g\u016bsis, k\u0117l\u0117 j\u0105 auk\u0161tyn. Ne \u012f dang\u0173, o auk\u0161tyn &#8211; tolyn nuo tos \u017eemos b\u016bsenos, kurioje k\u0105 tik buvo. Kuo toliau skriejo, tuo labiau juto d\u017eiaugsm\u0105 \u0161irdyje. Nor\u0117josi susilieti su ta t\u0117kme, su tuo \u017einojimu, kad tu jai priklausai, jog ji su dideliu r\u016bpes\u010diu ne\u0161a tave per gyvenim\u0105, net kai tu to nematai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"p1\">Kaip i\u0161 ties\u0173 gyventi tokioje pilnatv\u0117je ir d\u017eiaugsme? &#8211; klaus\u0117 ji sav\u0119s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"p1\">Staiga kruptel\u0117jo. Ant pe\u010di\u0173 pajuto \u0161veln\u0173 moteri\u0161kos rankos prisilietim\u0105.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"p1\">\u2014 Ar tau viskas gerai? Nerimavau d\u0117l tav\u0119s, &#8211; tai buvo viena i\u0161 kolegi\u0173.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"p1\">T\u0105 akimirk\u0105 jos viduje ka\u017ekas suvirp\u0117jo. Ji suprato, kad vis\u0105 vakar\u0105 buvo susitelkusi tik \u012f save,  \u012f savo vertinimus, \u012f savo teisingum\u0105, \u012f savo pa\u010dios vaizd\u0105 pasaulyje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"p1\">O \u0161i moteris vienu nuo\u0161ird\u017eiu kreipimusi tarsi apgob\u0117 j\u0105 r\u016bpes\u010diu. Ji pajuto nor\u0105 pasidalinti d\u017eiaugsmu su kitais. Juk visa esm\u0117  likti t\u0117km\u0117je, kilti auk\u0161tyn ir auk\u0161tyn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"p1\">Ji pa\u017evelg\u0117 \u012f kiek toliau stovin\u010dias moteris ir i\u0161vydo tikras kovotojas &#8211; gyvenimo heroj\u0117s, kurios \u0161\u012fvakar tiesiog nor\u0117jo atsipalaiduoti. Ne jos stiliumi, ne jos kalba, bet tai jau nebesvarbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"p1\">\u2014 Kokia gra\u017ei muzika, ar ne? &#8211; tar\u0117 ji.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"p1\">Nors ir toliau nesuprato n\u0117 vieno juokelio, nepritar\u0117 n\u0117 vienai i\u0161sakytai min\u010diai, bet ji \u017eav\u0117josi kolegi\u0173 dr\u0105sa gyventi ir priimti gyvenim\u0105 tok\u012f, koks jis yra. Ji puikiai praleido likus\u012f vakar\u0105.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kiek meil\u0117s manyje, tiek \u0161viesos matau kituose. Visa kita &#8211; mano pa\u010dios \u0161e\u0161\u0117liai. Ji nesuprato juok\u0173 &#8211; ypa\u010d t\u0173 pavir\u0161utini\u0161k\u0173, be turinio, tarsi blevyzgi\u0173, kuriomis \u017emon\u0117s dengia tyl\u0105. \u012e visk\u0105 \u017ei\u016br\u0117jo rimtai &#8211; gal net per rimtai. T\u0105 vakar\u0105 jai buvo be galo sunku i\u0161likti savimi. Kai koleg\u0117s, po keli\u0173 tauri\u0173 vyno, atsipalaidavo, visi j\u0173 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":20328,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"set","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[185],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20326","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-istraukos-is-moters-gyvenimo-knygos"],"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/bbae9b03-e588-46df-8924-999b9794b109.jpg",1024,512,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/bbae9b03-e588-46df-8924-999b9794b109-800x512.jpg",800,512,true],"medium":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/bbae9b03-e588-46df-8924-999b9794b109-800x400.jpg",800,400,true],"medium_large":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/bbae9b03-e588-46df-8924-999b9794b109-768x384.jpg",768,384,true],"large":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/bbae9b03-e588-46df-8924-999b9794b109.jpg",1024,512,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/bbae9b03-e588-46df-8924-999b9794b109.jpg",1024,512,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/bbae9b03-e588-46df-8924-999b9794b109.jpg",1024,512,false]},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"iMami","author_link":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/author\/roberta-rumbutienegmail-com\/"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"Kiek meil\u0117s manyje, tiek \u0161viesos matau kituose. Visa kita &#8211; mano pa\u010dios \u0161e\u0161\u0117liai. Ji nesuprato juok\u0173 &#8211; ypa\u010d t\u0173 pavir\u0161utini\u0161k\u0173, be turinio, tarsi blevyzgi\u0173, kuriomis \u017emon\u0117s dengia tyl\u0105. \u012e visk\u0105 \u017ei\u016br\u0117jo rimtai &#8211; gal net per rimtai. T\u0105 vakar\u0105 jai buvo be galo sunku i\u0161likti savimi. Kai koleg\u0117s, po keli\u0173 tauri\u0173 vyno, atsipalaidavo, visi j\u0173&hellip;","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20326","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20326"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20326\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21093,"href":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20326\/revisions\/21093"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20328"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20326"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20326"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ugdymasirauklejimas.lt\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20326"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}