Vienos durys, antros, tre\u010dios…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ie\u0161kau kaip pripildyti vidin\u012f neu\u017etikrintumo, nuovargio ir ne\u017einomyb\u0117s ertm\u0119.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gatve eina besi\u0161ypsan\u010dios moterys, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Viena laiko rankose popierin\u012f kavos puodel\u012f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kita bando grak\u0161\u010diai atk\u0105sti pranc\u016bzi\u0161k\u0105 ragel\u012f, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nepavyksta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Trupiniai krenta jos ta\u0161kuota suknele,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ir pasisl\u0117pia balt\u0173 \u017eirneli\u0173 ra\u0161te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Moterys nusi\u0161ypso ir kalbasi toliau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Visai \u0161alia, u\u017e kampo \u0161mirin\u0117ja \u0161uo – <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pakelia savo de\u0161in\u0119 koj\u0105.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pauz\u0117.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jo \u0161eimininkas kalbasi telefonu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
veid\u0105 slepia barzda ir kepur\u0117 su snapeliu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O balsas vibruoja \u017cemyn auk\u0161tyn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Koja vienodu ritmu spardo tarp plyteli\u0173 i\u0161augusi\u0105 kiaulpien\u0119.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oru atsklinda \u010dai\u017eus vaiko verksmas,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama ima raustis kuprin\u0117je,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ka\u017eko ie\u0161ko, ka\u017ck\u0105 randa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Paduoda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tyla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Prabanga, kuri\u0105 netrukus u\u017ego\u017eia mano mintys.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u0161 negaliu nustoti galvoti apie vidin\u012f bad\u0105,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apie tro\u0161kul\u012f laisvai kv\u0117puoti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apie dr\u0105sa kurti ir auginti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u012ekv\u0117piu miesto dulki\u0173,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u0161kv\u0117piu savo nerim\u0105. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur, po galais, slepiasi taika? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vaik\u0161tau parke, miesto gatv\u0117mis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ie\u0161kau jos savyje, kituose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nieko.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tik baim\u0117, kova ir laukimas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ie\u0161ko taikos ir vienyb\u0117s \u017eod\u017ciuose, knygose, \u017emoni\u0173 veiduose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nieko.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tik melas, vilion\u0117s ir tyla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Band\u017eiau keisti darb\u0105, i\u0161vykti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Band\u017eiau miegoti ir nemiegoti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Suprasti ir pamir\u0161ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Staiga vir\u0161 man\u0119s,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dangumi praskrieja du naikintuvai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Garsas u\u017ego\u017eiantis visk\u0105, tik ne mintis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Prikeliantis visa, kas miega pabusti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mano k\u016bnas jau nereaguoja, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nes \u017cino, kad tuoj jie sugr\u012f\u0161.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kaip kaskart gr\u012f\u017eta klausimas:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kas bus su mumis?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne su mano vaikais.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne su mano namais.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O su mumis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u0161 nepasiduosiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u0161 vis tiek ie\u0161kosiu taikos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Net jei taika n\u0117ra vieta,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u012f kuri\u0105 gali nueiti viena.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gal ji pradeda kv\u0117puoti ten,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kur du \u017emon\u0117s nustoja gintis vienas nuo kito.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur vienas i\u0161dr\u012fsta pasakyti: man baisu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
o kitas nepab\u0117ga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gal taika gal\u0117t\u0173 gyventi pas mus<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kaip bendras susitarimas negyventi po vien\u0105.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Naikintuvai vis tiek praskrist\u0173 dangumi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Klausimas \u201ekas bus su mumis?\u201c vis tiek skaud\u0117t\u0173.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bet jis jau tur\u0117t\u0173 veidus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Balsus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Draugus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u017dmones.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ir galb\u016bt tada \u0161alis b\u016bt\u0173 ne tik vieta,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kuri\u0105 bijome prarasti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
o ry\u0161ys, kur\u012f pagaliau pradedame statyti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Taika gal\u0117t\u0173 gyventi pas mus,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
jeigu paruo\u0161tume jai vietos tarp sav\u0119s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u0161 ie\u0161kosiu taikos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O tu?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Vienos durys, antros, tre\u010dios… Ie\u0161kau kaip pripildyti vidin\u012f neu\u017etikrintumo, nuovargio ir ne\u017einomyb\u0117s ertm\u0119. Gatve eina besi\u0161ypsan\u010dios moterys, Viena laiko rankose popierin\u012f kavos puodel\u012f, Kita bando grak\u0161\u010diai atk\u0105sti pranc\u016bzi\u0161k\u0105 ragel\u012f, Nepavyksta. Trupiniai krenta jos ta\u0161kuota suknele, Ir pasisl\u0117pia balt\u0173 \u017eirneli\u0173 ra\u0161te. Moterys nusi\u0161ypso ir kalbasi toliau. 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Gatve eina besi\u0161ypsan\u010dios moterys, Viena laiko rankose popierin\u012f kavos puodel\u012f, Kita bando grak\u0161\u010diai atk\u0105sti pranc\u016bzi\u0161k\u0105 ragel\u012f, Nepavyksta. Trupiniai krenta jos ta\u0161kuota suknele, Ir pasisl\u0117pia balt\u0173 \u017eirneli\u0173 ra\u0161te. Moterys nusi\u0161ypso ir kalbasi toliau. 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